Schooooolllll's OUT & Im BACK!
Thursday, August 28, 2008 at 12:52 AM
Hello humans!My exams are officially over and that means.. THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! Finally, I had the time to blog, use my laptop, enjoy the breeze and chill out. Heeeeeheeee. Ok, still there is a possibility that I might fail my papers & take the sup papers. Im not leaving that out!
I stayed out of using my laptop for at least 2 weeks! & I really want to start exercising soon but the weather's been rather rainy. I was just thinking of making a blogskin of my own. Can't get ideas and pictures of myself! They are kind of limited. Hah! This is kind of late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANNE! :) HAPPY SWEET BLESSED 17TH BIRTHDAY!
Im starting on my Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows book once again & doing more readings. Nothing much planned but my class chalet with my cliques and more outings to come I guess. Cravings for basketball is here too. Some small minor things did occur and it kind of impact me too. It was bad and hurtful but Im glad that things are better. I really need to have anger management. Letting things get over me just because I don't like it isn't going to make things better. I know I know, but at that point of time, you won't be able to think of all these. Im still thankful for the grace God has shone on me to let me know that He's there all this while.
During this period of me missing out in action, I've encountered a day where it really was SUPERBLY bad. You really can get muddle headed when you've got projects due and the deadlines just keep flashing on your mind to give you that 'nice' reminder that you're running OUT OF TIME. Thank God WDS was over at that period and I had my PRSP ( some java programme language subject ) assignment 2 to catch up and finish. The deadline was just 4 days away and I haven't started on any question. On monday, I was chiong-ing like madness till 6am in the morning. I couldn't take it anymore, I was squeezing all the brain juice I got and all the research online but nothing helped to solve my last question. Then, I went off to bed till 9am, dragged myself out of bed and started preparing. Sam, Ali and I were agreeing on sharing a cab together so I went downstairs to hail for a cab. It was drizzling and I was hoping so much that a cab would just hurry appear. As I was waiting, it rained SUPER SUPER heavily and my umbrella had some small default part which was spoiled previously I think. I was super wet and I was feeling so embarrassed to just walk back to the bus-stop. I continued standing there till I couldn't hold much longer and walked to the petrol kiosk and went back to my area.
Drenched like dripping wet, I waited for a cab there and told ali and sam everything. Then I met Desmond, the iitsc Mark Lee look alike and asked if he wanted a ride to school since we're going to the same destination. Then, we managed to flag for a cab and went to ali's and sam's house. Reached school and went up to finish off some parts of PRSP. Then I realized that I lost my wallet. I was devastated. How bad could my day go now? Sam, Ali and I went back to itas ( my IT school canteen ) & searched for my wallet, asking people around.. but to no avail, we found nothing but me feeling so depressed and lost. They kept cheering me up and told me its not the end and stuff. Then met up with the rest. I couldn't hold back those tears when Nic started asking if I was ok and saying to me to not think of the wallet, its just a wallet.
Tears just fell and I just criedddddd.. I prayed so hard telling God to not let me be so weak and soft here. Its just a wallet and I told Him no matter what, I don't want to be upset over this. Im sure I'll find my wallet some other day. I told them its not that I lost my wallet, I just felt that no one understood me because they just thought that I was upset that my wallet was lost which is not totally.
Thankfully, till about 1 week later, a lady called my school up to inform them that they found my wallet in the cab. I don't know if I lost it on my own or that my wallet was stolen because I do remember bringing my wallet along with me in the canteen. I was just super super super thankful to God and I couldn't stop smiling. :D Although I didn't think about it anymore, I told myself to get over it and there God was, clicking His fingers to make things happen. Anyway, the lady found the wallet on the actual day I lost my wallet and she called my school up but no one attended to her thereafter. She was quite upset but when my mother managed to speak to her, she explained how the school didn't take other people's property into consideration like they dont care or sth. Waited for a week for a reply from my school but no one called her back. She called again and told the school's staff that I must call her back. & you know what.. SHE'S A CHRISTIAN. Wooooooo~
Amazing amazing. How my monday turned out to become this good. :) Sooo, don't fall when you meet problems people, it's just a turning point to let you see His grace and love for you. I WANNA GO SWIMMING! Hahhh. Alright, Im done with this long boring entry. Have fun to those having holidays, study hard to those having EOY soon, ALL THE BEST to those having Os and Ns coming soon. JIAYOU. Take care. Night.
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